每次回味我們的相識 總是要感謝一個人
ihil
我還回到神秘之旅肖想找那一系列文章
甚至是互丟水球的紀錄檔呢
最近你常提起大學我們一起經歷的趣事
回想那種情境 整個覺得超開心的
跟你嬉鬧 一起騎車亂兜風 居家式的悠閒相處
你懂得照顧女生 逗女生開心 主動為女生著想
我找不到任何一個點不喜歡上你阿
但是我沒有立場
在不想傷害任何人的情況下 那一天
我記得我們聊到清晨五點 電腦桌前的我淚如雨下
之後的日子 只知道你的狀況時好時壞
偶爾線上聊天 你用平淡的口氣帶過
看你甜蜜的暱稱 有種酸酸的替你高興
看你難過的暱稱 想關心你又覺得我不是根蔥
從身邊的同學去得知你的狀況
或是讀著你的分享空間 自行猜測最近的你過的如何
就算我跟你之間的距離越來越遠 心中的感覺還是牽絆著我
一直以來只想要看你過的好 你幸福快樂就好
反正不管怎樣分分合合 最後還是以合收尾嘛 不然為啥不叫合合分分呢
大三我開啟了新戀情 無怨無悔的付出持續到畢業後 栽在裡面 2年
最後一次在半夜大吵過後 拿起手機播了號碼 無聲的狂哭五分鐘
你說你完全被驚嚇到
那是唯一一次我如此自私的打擾你
從去年底到今年初的時間
你對我開始表達情感 開始積極行動 開始無限的付出
才發現
原來 這種對我的感覺你一直都沒有停止
只是我卻在這個時期踢了你一腳 使你從高高的地方瞬間墜落
我的親愛的
有時候我覺得自己很沒用 沒大腦
這半年來我們各自都有成長
如果說大學要感謝ihil
那這次真的只能感謝超偶了
雖然它讓我不得不對不起Penny和廣愛我的大眾
但是聽到你說 “ 妳是我的驕傲 ”
其他的也不算什麼了
我都可以承受
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但我還是要罵幾句
去你的那些流言蜚語迫害你的人格
和我的!!!!!
少搿一些劇情少揣測一些情節會讓你少一塊肉是不是
甘你屁事阿到底
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如同你今天講的 帖子一張都不能少送!!!!!!
這篇文章
重點不是我們如何在默默守護彼此的五年後又被命運安排在一起
我只是想讓你知道
不管是以前
現在
或是未來
不管是朋友
情人
或是夫妻
我都會陪著你
Loving you for good.
魏先生, 明鋒.
Roberta Flack - Killing Me Softly
Strumming my pain with his fingers,
Singing my life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song,
Killing me softly with his song,
Telling my whole life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song ...
I heard he sang a good song, I heard he had a style.
And so I came to see him to listen for a while.
And there he was this young boy, a stranger to my eyes.
Strumming my pain with his fingers,
Singing my life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song,
Killing me softly with his song,
Telling my whole life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song ...
I felt all flushed with fever, embarrassed by the crowd,
I felt he found my letters and read each one out loud.
I prayed that he would finish but he just kept right on ...
Strumming my pain with his fingers,
Singing my life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song,
Killing me softly with his song,
Telling my whole life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song ...
He sang as if he knew me in all my dark despair.
And then he looked right through me as if I wasn't there.
But he just came to singing, singing clear and strong.
Strumming my pain with his fingers,
Singing my life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song,
Killing me softly with his song,
Telling my whole life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song ...
He was strumming, oh, he was singing my song.
Killing me softly with his song,
Killing me softly with his song,
Telling my whole life with his words,
Killing me softly with his song ...
With his song ...
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